The Abyss
August 4, 2008[uh-bis] :- a deep, immeasurable space, gulf, or cavity; vast chasm, anything profound, unfathomable.
Yeah, the Abyss!!! Ever found yourself here?! Well its sorta like I am finding myself right now. I am standing on a pedestal of rock, because the rest of my world has collapsed around me, and I am simply looking into an Infinite Abyss filled with Fog!! It feels like there is nothing more to do, the world should completely drop out leaving me falling into the Abyss…. everything in me is telling me to stay, the simple fact that it hasn’t fallen out completely means that something beyond me is going on!
So what do I need to do now!?! Do I need to step out into the abyss, throw myself off the edge? Will another pedestal shoot out of no where to support me… will that become my life a constant hopping act jumping between pedestals never finding my world again?! Will I simply fall, fall constantly deeper into the Abyss and the Fog? Will I go further down that it just gets harder to get out of?! Or will one day something pop up and I will hit solid ground again?
It actually feels like my pedestal has began to rock, its becoming unstable… becoming more and more risky to stay where I am, its forcing me to make a decision, a decision I don’t really wanna make… I wanna sit here for a little longer, can I find peace on this little piece of my world that is left?!
Its going nowhere, and so am I right now!!!!
