The End before the Begining!

I can tell U how this is going end, but I can’t tell U how its going start!

I can see where this will go, where it will end, and how it will end!
I can see the fall, and great is the fall!
Trapped by the thoughts of others, by their behaviors, past and present!
Take apart my head, try to understand, constrained, forced, uncontrolled!
I’ve not tasted the world, the fruit, the demons you have!
I am burdened by it, by fruits untasted, by their effects of rot.
Its my own stone around my neck.
Relentless Intolerance
Never loosing vision!
Holding fast to the hope!

Beginnings unbeknownst to me.
There is nothing I wouldn’t give to have the opposite!

My world, normals flipped, downs up, fragile, a curse so for a while.