Supposed to be Happy?!

I’m supposed to be happy right, living in cape town, by the beach, surfing every weekend, a super cute girlfriend who’s as sexy as hell… but I find myself confused, overwhelmed by the physical, drowning in my own thoughts that seem to always leave me slightly undone. My past, her past haunts my future…. fears of the unknown future, holding onto things I assume most dear but do not know for myself! I’m supposed to be happy right, good job and well payed…. work leaves me lifeless, slightly blinded and craving for reward I have not known. It complicates my movements and confuses my social life! I’m supposed to be happy right?!?

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