positivity in hell?!

good evening cape town,

up and down the peninsula every day, driving the same road over and over!!! how do you people do it, its insanity! oh wait that’s right you live in that concrete jungle of hipsters and dirty hippies, that concrete and tar oozing heat…. through summer the place is like a melting pot where its easier to vomit blood than breathe! yes cape town city bowl i’m talking about you, you sick perverted city!

why is it everywhere I go recently especially in this city I meet sick disgusting people?!? have you ever heard the saying from Eleanor Roosevelt, ‘Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people.’ cape town should read it an weep! I have never known so many sexually obsessed shallow minded people in my life… its like i’m playing in the shallow end of the kiddies pool of wisdom and knowledge, good grief!! it sickens me, last week friday I actually walked out of a party one hour in… I simply could not tolerate the filth I was sitting with…

I’m trying to change my outlook on this city, trying to find happiness and positivity, but when I am surrounded by all this its not a simple task! trying to take to heart the words of Mahatma Gandhi, ‘be the change you wish to see in the world.’ is not as simple as it sounds! The external factors influence and force us to react… if it was that simple I think the world would be a totally different place to that which you see today! I need to escape it, I find peace and happiness the minute leave… so why don’t I just get up and leave? that’s what I am asking myself right now!!!

I’ve had enough of this bullshit!!!

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